School

I am nearing the end of my middle school years and going into the unknown, very frightening, high school years *dun dun dunnn*. A lot of people I know are leaving and it scares me because I can't stand the thought of some of my best friends leaving me. Although I know they aren't truly going to be gone, it still is a difficult thing for my little mind to grasp. As I talked about in my last post, our school does these senior projects called capstones. When I was in 6th grade I always imagined my senior self getting on main stage with Mr. Morello as my mentor and announcing that I was going to tisch and pursuing acting. Ever since 7th grade that all changed, I began to get into makeup and then considered getting into the makeup industry. I totally dropped acting as a possibility, even though I was so young I wanted to make my life decisions so soon. I was that girl. The girl that had her whole life planned out by the time she was 11. Now I am in the 8th grade and need to decide what I am going to do with my high school years. All my other friends have difficult decisions to be making like what private school to go to or if they're going to move, mines not that difficult. I want to stay at the school that I am at currently and then do an early college program for my junior and senior years. I know its not as exciting as getting into a fancy private school or moving to a different country but I think it will allow me to get more serious about what I want to do with my life sooner. Also I might meet cute college boys and have less classes. which sounds amazing. um so sorry if this isn't a super cool and interesting topic but my life is pretty boring and I didn't have anything to talk about.

xoxo

Ellie